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elbal
07:14
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Do you think that’s it?
I’m not quite sure yet
You still enjoy when nobody gives a shit?
What am I supposed to do with it
Cut the strings and build a foundation that’s worth it
Am I tired to fit in?
Or am I wasting my time
Sometimes I feel so worthless
And I can’t seem to make it right
What I once thought
Would be easy to forget
Gives me sleepless nights full of regret
I don’t believe that it all starts to get to deep
There’s nothing I could do to make you want to quit
I just realized that everything was worth it
It’s a constant reminder of all the things I need to keep
There’ll be no one arround to tell you what to do
But in the end you see that all you need is you
Something’s gotta give you what you‘ve searched your whole life for
I can’t believe there won’t be days like these anymore
You thought that’s it
I’m still not sure yet
You still enjoy when nobody gives a shit?
How am I supposed to deal with it
Cut the strings and build a foundation that’s worth it
Am I tired to fit in?
Or am I wasting my time
Sometimes I feel so worthless
And I can’t seem to make it right
What I once thought would be easy to forget
Gives me sleepless nights full of regret
I don’t believe that it all starts to get to deep
There’s nothing I could do to make you want to quit
I just realized that everything was worth it
It’s a constant reminder of all the things I need to keep
There’ll be no one arround to tell you what to do
But in the end you see tha all you need is you
Something’s gotta give you what you‘ve searched your whole life for
I can’t believe there won’t be days like these anymore
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2. |
Safe Space
05:21
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I’m sick of waiting desperately just to be found
With my reasons mediocrely profound
Holding on to hands til the bones break at the core
For the looks that you came to adore
Have you kissed the ground with your head so pale
We change continuously but for me it’s the same
Balancing on a silver scale with present weights
That‘ll always stay the place for me to put the blame
You know you’re safe here
My dreams of them in white
There’s a safe space where we can sleep tonight
There’s a safe space where we can sleep tonight
I’m not an expert in making the worst mistakes but I’ve made some too
All the people down the streets walking down straight lines on this icecold concrete
I wonder what they have done to put salt on this hesitant wound
To make the flaws disappear but you don’t seem to make an effort to be near
You know you’re safe here
My dreams of them in white
There’s a safe space where we can sleep tonight
There’s a safe space where we can sleep tonight
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3. |
Stop Waiting
04:07
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Stop waiting to change your life
You’re out of time
You have to take your chance
I just realized that
We’re making mistakes
But it’s just what it takes
To fully embrace
What life’s really meant to be
You don’t always have to be seriously
Your actions will shape your future
You decide where to go
But you know it’s not getting better (Will I ever really know?)
Don’t you know there’s not a way for me I really wanna go
I’m trying my best to do better
More and more each day
Go!
I just don’t feel like living in a system what others think is right
I’m just so tired of the thought that life is just there to survive
I’m just so tired of the thought that life is just there to survive
Your actions will shape your future
You decide where to go
But you know it’s not getting better
But you know there’s not a way for me I really wanna go
And I know there’s not a way for me I really wanna go
And I know there’s not a way for me I really wanna go!
And I know there’s not a way for me I really wanna go
I’m trying my best to do better
I’m trying my best to do better
I’m trying my best to do better
I’m trying my best to do better
I’m trying my best to do better
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4. |
MD
04:45
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Long before I realized that I should’ve just shut my eyes
Didn’t have the courage to be more like myself in front of you
I no longer have to fight for any of your acceptance
Cause honestly everybody is fighting for being someone
Finally I can say that I feel like somebody
Fighting in this world for more honesty and so on
Everyone that says that somebody’s worth nothing deep down
Is brokenhearted or in disagree with themselves
I don’t wanna wait anymore
Get the feeling right away to mean all the things that I say
I’m starting to push my life
I’m starting to push my life
I’m starting to push my life in the right direction
Yeah we all need something to believe in
Something to believe in
Something to believe in
Something to believe in
Everyone that says that somebody’s worth nothing deep down
Is broken hearted or in disagree with themselves
I no longer have to fight for any of your acceptance
Cause honestly everybody is fighting for being someone
Finally I can say that I feel like somebody
Fighting in this world for more honesty and so on
Everyone that says that somebody’s worth nothing deep down
Is broken hearted or in disagree with themselves
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5. |
Interlude
00:56
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6. |
Emma
07:06
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Wash away all my doubts
So I can only see the truth
Plant the sprouts for me
To start as a new
As whole as I’ve ever been
You grasp me by the hand
And I’m amazed by you’re orange aura
Just like flora and fauna
I’m so nervous what you think about me
I hope it’s the same vice versa
It’s been a long time since I felt a touch
Let’s take this further
Taking a step back
Questioning if I’m dreaming or not
Everything’s better now in my thoughts
I never ran out of luck if that even exists
Don’t tell me what it is about life
As if you’d know it the best
You will never figure it out
So put your shit to rest
You will never figure it out
As if you’d know it the best
As if you’d know it the best
Sunbeams on my skin shine into my soul within
Help me with that disaster that I call my life
Until then I’ll barely survive
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